ETSY / SOCIETY6 / ART artist / conceptualizer / dreamer ———————————- photos of me this is where you can look at me. i tend to post a lot of pictures on here, so be prepared to see a multitude of pages that consist of just my face. artwork this is where you can look at some earlier versions of my final paintings, or just stuff i haven’t uploaded to my art blog yet. i have more followers on my personal blog, so sometimes its just more efficient to post my work here. either way, click this to look at what i’m basing my life around doing. my photography this is where i’ll post photos that i take. now that i’m taking a photography class this semester, expect this to be updated more frequently. tunes this is where i will post all the music that i’m currently listening to. wanna see what kinda music i like? go here, listen to it all. videos of me sometimes, i’ll make a video. typically these videos consist of my friends and i making complete idiots of ourselves. but sometimes i’ll post something that’s worth viewing. mind vomit this is where you can read my ramblings of thought. its much more serious than my blog is made out to be. hopefully someone will enjoy it. var _gaq = _gaq || []; _gaq.push(['_setAccount', 'UA-25857468-1']); _gaq.push(['_trackPageview']); (function() { var ga = document.createElement('script'); ga.type = 'text/javascript'; ga.async = true; ga.src = ('https:' == document.location.protocol ? 'https://ssl' : 'http://www') + '.google-analytics.com/ga.js'; var s = document.getElementsByTagName('script')[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s); })(); Tumblr (3.0; @matthewkocanda)http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/<p><p class="p1">I acknowledge the sinew that is splitting,<br/><span>microscopically separating my bones<br/></span><span>from rapidly decomposing muscle tissue.<br/></span><span>Bury me like a pharaoh<br/></span><span>with all of my possessions.<br/></span><span>King of a fucking desert that I&#8217;ve inherited<br/></span><span>through years of calculating and realizing<br/></span><span>that the pressure in my head<br/></span><span>is nothing more than the weight of my loneliness.<br/></span><span>Slip the acetaminophen into my drink<br/></span><span>as I place a drug in yours that will<br/></span><span>allow you to tolerate my constant regression.<br/></span><span>Exhaustion causes all of this.<br/></span><span>Existential crisis in a coffee shop bathroom.<br/></span><span>I&#8217;ll wake up in an ice age.</span></p></p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53337273676http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53337273676Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:00:47 -0400mind vomit<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/de764430d9ae5f68381e65169f0f1689/tumblr_momcd05Igm1qchvpgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Just a little evening hockey. First time playing in a long ass time.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53327257123http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53327257123Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:31:47 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ba939b372a2e50632c4d0bf313030478/tumblr_mmmkboAIXb1r4q071o1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/42ac395a2ff82d98ef831da723bd35cb/tumblr_mmmkboAIXb1r4q071o2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/01bee2541f5a98d4736fe786d41bdc50/tumblr_mmmkboAIXb1r4q071o3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53314881118http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53314881118Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:38:53 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0d2dfee88c75ead8a3cc377965b79754/tumblr_mom0gkHzDx1qchvpgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Sittin outside drawing new tattoo ideas. Cool.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53308980103http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53308980103Tue, 18 Jun 2013 18:14:43 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9911baf27c3afeee92e26f5ad6f12b97/tumblr_molhuf52aV1qchvpgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Finally back at work after being sick for what felt like forever. Gonna check up on my town when I go on lunch because I’m 12 years old and have Animal Crossing in my car. #wholefoodsselfies #newleaf #animalcrossing</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53281307651http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53281307651Tue, 18 Jun 2013 11:32:39 -0400newleafanimalcrossingwholefoodsselfies“The super pests are engaged right now”<br/><br/> - <em>Announcers on Shaw and Marchand fighting (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lilkaner.tumblr.com/">lilkaner</a>)</em>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53247263925http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53247263925Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:55:04 -0400YES<p>Hahahaha Shaw taking Marchand down. That was great.</p> <p>And that was the only redeeming part of the entire night. Well, that, and Crawford being a machine, as usual.</p> <p>Get it together and win Game 4, come on.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53246988125http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53246988125Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:51:17 -0400chicago blackhawksstanley cupblackhawkschicago<p>Those Jack Daniels honey whiskey commercials are some of the coolest ones I&#8217;ve seen in a long time.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53245668992http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53245668992Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:33:24 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ddeb72919fb5f9501d2bedc3f782c45a/tumblr_mob2db7HUn1svt3wro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>And I’m going to watch this tonight after the Hawks game.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53245069394http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53245069394Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:25:17 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/92fcf0e93d1591a092b95db29af4bcd6/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/eb717daef7d87391ce449713956ab28e/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo2_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/db75959e60c2b020de101feccbf9f1ae/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo3_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6bd2ee17c75f1698f5aa4098ffde213c/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo4_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e5a4de84189b6f474cb66baada21720c/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo5_r1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0ee1ec7179e9603e2bd8142cba7f1086/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo6_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/48a9164bebed1a5814770ccc2ae30824/tumblr_mjpi33hTmD1s8w4dyo7_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p>Such a great film.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53244943945http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53244943945Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:23:33 -0400hesher<p>I&#8217;M SO TIRED.</p> <p>??????</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53243160492http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53243160492Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:59:03 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/174ae50d7b915ad9321c6f344d805637/tumblr_mo8qcbhxGk1qf300uo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ammitt.tumblr.com/post/53236145530/ruin-ep-droppin-this-friday-5">ammitt</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>|| RUIN EP ||</p> <p>|| DROPPIN THIS FRIDAY ||</p> <p>|| 5 SONGS ||</p> <p>|| AMMIT X JAYYEAH ||</p> <p>///BLESS</p> </blockquote>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53236246576http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53236246576Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:21:08 -0400<p>Yo I also forgot to say that my text ringtone thing is the notification sound from Bioshock Infinite so every time someone texts me, I get really happy. </p> <p>And my general notification alert sound is the finding-an-item sound from Legend of Zelda. Needless to say, my phone rules now.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53232712340http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53232712340Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:28:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/19cfdd8a085cda710757399a8c9b465c/tumblr_mok895yOh51qchvpgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Pre-Hawks game bowling hangs with my brother. Very cool.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53231214742http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53231214742Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:07:53 -0400<p>I really cannot believe this is happening.</p> <p>So annoyed.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53227090341http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53227090341Mon, 17 Jun 2013 18:09:42 -0400<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_53223311932" src="http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53223311932/audio_player_iframe/matthewkocanda/tumblr_mjhd0rmpu41qchr0g?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fmatthewkocanda%2F53223311932%2Ftumblr_mjhd0rmpu41qchr0g" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><em>They take, oh, they take until there’s nothing left<br/></em><em>Disappear and remember, move on to the next<br/></em><em>Where’s the heart and the soul?<br/></em><em>Where’s the meaning in this mess?<br/></em><em>Is it the blind leading the blind?<br/></em><em>Check your hand or make your breath<br/></em><em>Oh, what’s enough?</em></p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53223311932http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53223311932Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:19:03 -0400tunes<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d3a98e143b88beec9a58a960ae5be516/tumblr_mok30gGZ0U1qchvpgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Sent this to everyone.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53222983099http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53222983099Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:14:28 -0400<p>Gregaro Evinolynovich</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53222200884http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53222200884Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:04:19 -0400<p>I just made my town tune the intro of &#8220;Goodbye to Everything&#8221; by Between the Buried and Me and it was definitely the best choice I could have made.</p>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53215126499http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53215126499Mon, 17 Jun 2013 15:30:55 -0400animal crossing new leafbetween the buried and me<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://killthemusic.net/post/53206670651/brand-new-post-deja-entendu-10th-anniversary-message">ikillthemusic</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/c6868314b0252a1c8f0b575e7aea9be7/tumblr_inline_mojshmX5LL1qz4rgp.png"/></p> <p>Brand New posted a message on their website thanking fans and acknowledging the 10th birthday of Deja Entendu. It can be read below</p> <p><a href="http://killthemusic.net/post/53206670651/brand-new-post-deja-entendu-10th-anniversary-message">Read More</a></p> </blockquote>http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53213394500http://matthewkocanda.tumblr.com/post/53213394500Mon, 17 Jun 2013 15:06:58 -0400